Life

     Lane is off to work now and the chickadees are crowding the bird feeder. It's cool and rainy and I'm glad to be home by the fire of the candle~ =} The Christmas tree is getting decorated slowly, one thing at a time. First Lane set it up and put the lights on, now I've put some garland on and I'm getting ready to put some ornaments, but with it just being him and me we can go at the pace that works for us!

      Lane has started his second round of classes, they go for 10 weeks, then 2 to 3 weeks break and then back to classes again. I think he's really enjoying this second bunch more than the first. He has 4 classes, that repeat a second time during the week. Like he has he has the theology of Luke on Wednesday and then again on Friday. So he has 2 classes on Tuesday that repeat on Thursday, then 2 on Wednesday that repeat on Friday. I'm probably giving more detail here than is really interesting! but maybe it let's you see his schedule a little. He's a pretty busy guy.

      During his break from school he took me down to Oklahoma to visit family, I really miss family! It was nice to get to see everyone and grab some hugs while I could. We still have just the one granddaughter and I imagine it will stay that way for awhile, so she is the apple of our eyes! It's always wonderful to get to hug and kiss her sweet little face.

Feathers posted by Lorna

     I don't know if this happens to many other people, but I know that I find feathers in ways that lets me know that they are not a coincidence!
     I used to enjoy finding feathers when I was a child on a walk through the woods, those times seem pretty normal to find feathers. But now feathers appear when and where I least expect them. 
     I have opened my bible which is enclosed in a zippered leather case, and a feather floats out. I've had some dark clothing hanging over the shower curtain and I know there was no feather on them! Yet when I went back to collect them to put in the closet, there is a bright white feather stuck into the fabric. One night I pulled back the bedspread to go to bed and there was a feather laying on the sheet in my place. One day sitting in my recliner reading a book, I looked down and there was the tiniest feather I've ever seen in my life laying on my blouse, it was less than half the size of a pinkie fingernail(I still have that feather and some of the others, I've started collecting them now) it was multicolored and so amazing in its tininess(I thought it must be a hummingbird feather, but this was when I was living out at the farm in Oklahoma and not feeding any hummingbirds, no hummers around me)! Yesterday I came home to find a soft fluffy feather on the computer mouse pad laying by the mouse and just now as I walked through the room there was another soft white feather laying in the middle of the living room floor. some of the feathers are white, some are multi colored, some are tiny, some large. There is no "average" to them.
     Even though my mind still tries to find explanations, my spirit tells me that the feathers are little love notes from God, letting me know that He's close to me, .The feathers give me joy and make my heart happy, maybe it gives God joy and makes Him happy to do this? I guess that makes it a win-win. I'm accepting that I don't have to have explanations for everything the Lord does, God is God, He can do anything! Even leave little love notes for me~ Thank You Lord!

Knowing God's Will(notes from sermon by Steve Gray)

Knowing God's Will
(as presented by Steve Gray, World Revival Church Sept. 11, 2011. This is condensing an hour long message into a short blog, please listen to the message for the complete details. http://www.worldrevivalchurch.com/content/how-know-will-god)

Want to know God’s will for your life?
First understand that you have a will and God has a will. We hope they are the same, if they aren't then your will is the one that should not matter! If your will and His will doesn't match, too bad, His will is the one that goes on! You will never go anywhere until you get this one.
Remember Jesus’ prayer, “Not my will, but Yours be done.” Not our will, not my will, you have to get this part! We have to get control of our willfulness. You will hurt yourself and your life if you don't get control of this. You have to get that God has a will for your life.

 Here are six keys to help you live out God’s will.

1. Is This Something Scriptural? Is it in the will of God? Anything that causes you to step down, slow down or cool down it isn’t His will. This is a race we are running, we are never to slow down.Run everything through the word of God and make sure it lines up! (Example: God doesn't tell people to get a divorce. And it's not scriptural for us to be partnered with a person that doesn't care about God.)
2. Do You Have Inner Peace? If it's the will of God you should have some inner peace. If there's turmoil you should settle that, and if your partner has turmoil you should settle that. If it's not scriptural you can't have inner peace. And the wise person seeks counsel, they should witness to you and give “outer” peace. Your actions should provide a good witness, if you present it to others and they don't have a good witness or peace from it, it's probably not from God. If it’s the will of God, you’ll have a witness in your spirit and others will confirm it. Seek inner peace and seek Godly counsel. The Godly counsel helps protect against deception.
3. Do The Circumstances Call For It? Is there a need for what you’re thinking about? Your passion for something may not dictate that there is a real need for it at the moment. When there is an opportunity to use all of the things that God has been developing in you, that may be a sign what is God's will. Is there a need for it? We should fill God's need first. That’s when you have to do whatever it takes to get God’s will done. Sometimes when you're called to do the will of God, it may not match the circumstances in your life. God's circumstances may say yes, but our personal stances say no, we need to "crawl over it" to do the will of God. Go over it or dig a tunnel to make it happen. But it has to be what God is calling you to, not just what you're wanting to do. 4. Recognize, "Short-Term" and "Long-Term" Will Of God. God may have a worldwide ministry for you down the road, but right now He just wants to see you read your Bible every day.
If you fail at the short-term will of God, you may disqualify yourself for the long-term. Start doing the short-term today and get ready for what’s ahead. Start reading your bible, start regular attendance, learn to flow in the Spirit. Discipline yourself in the short term will to be prepared for the long term. Faithful in the little things, Faithful in giving. If God's will is for you to touch the world in the Long Term, you need to become a Big Time Giver in the short term. Sometimes God's will asks us to give something that is hard for us to give. Some people never get to the long term, it takes commitment and discipline. Many people live in the short-term, you have to learn to be faithful. Press in. Short term you have to be a great student, zoom in, be faithful learner, great receiver, Long term you are going to be in front of people and a great giver if you have been faithful through the short-term.
5. Have You Counted The Cost? It is God's will for you to have God's will cost you. Don't presume someone else will be giving money to pay your way. Plan on nobody else paying for it. Anything that is God’s will is worth you paying for. If nobody else helps pay for it, are you still going to do it? Be prepared so nobody can stop you.
6. Take The Time To Become Something In God. God always calls us to become something before you do something. Let this same mind that was in Jesus Christ be in you. Be a doer of His word. "Take the time to become what you’re supposed to be and what you’re supposed to do will come easy for you." If you don't become who you're supposed to become, it will be hard for you, people will not respond to you because you haven't become what you're supposed to become.

God's Will part 2 (posted on blog by Lorna)

     Previously I wrote about Paul's walk, and after reading further into Acts I'd like to add more about how we try to ascertain God's will in our own lives. I myself have followed these same things so many times, believing that God's will would be evidenced by the ease of my life or path that lay ahead and now I'm reading how the counsel of others is not even something to be considered "iron clad" evidence of the Lord's will.
     As Paul was on his travels back to Jerusalem he continually heard from other believers "don't go to Jerusalem!" Acts 21:4 And having looked up the disciples there, we remained with them for seven days. Prompted by the [Holy] Spirit, they kept telling Paul not to set foot in Jerusalem. There were many who advised him not to enter Jerusalem.
     I know sometimes situations or "Godly counsel" can indicate what God's will is for our actions, but as Paul did, we need to look to the Lord and follow His guidance first. If the rest(situations and counsel) falls in line with what our hearts have already received then we have confirmation.
     I've always believed that we want God's will in parts of our lives, but we believe He should leave the rest to us. If we aren't willing to follow His will in all things, why do we believe He is bound to show us His will in part?

Heart Song (Posted on blog by Lorna)

     I was awakened this morning to a song on the radio, the words were "there can never be a more beautiful you" and my spirit immediately turned it around to singing the words to God!
     I am home alone a lot and have the radio going most of the time (I enjoy hearing other human voices when I move around the apartment). Surprisingly or not, God has many times used a song on the christian radio station to get my attention (example this morning!).
     The main point I'm getting to is the beauty of God! I've read that the angels are always singing in heaven "Holy, Holy, Holy" and in my human way of thinking, I had envisioned God sitting on a throne and the angels were in attendance, singing to Him. I hadn't considered it a lot more than that, except (in my little human brain) to think it would be tedious
     I've recently heard a whole different concept which I'd like to put forward as more likely true! When we see something of great beauty, whether it's a piece of sparkling jewelry or fine crystal, for men it may be a new car or motorbike, we all may be captured by a flower or fall foliage by, a sunset or sunrise, a rainbow, the mountains, the ocean, a lake, a forest? There are so many things of beauty that stop us and take our notice! But when something truly turns our hearts upside down with admiration, we start "oohing and ahhing", we even have a quickening of our pulse! If we find His creation beautiful, how much more so Him?
      God is Beautiful! He is more beauty than anything we can imagine, His very presence would consume our full attention, all of our senses would be focused on Him! That's what makes the angels sing! True admiration and recognition of the wonder of Him! As He moves and the angels are able to see new facets of Him, it causes them to sing out in joy, love, admiration and reverence again and again! Ooooh, Ahhhh, Holy! Holy! Holy! There can never be a more Beautiful or Holy God! That is how my spirit heard the song this morning! "Lord, there can never be a more beautiful You!"
     Lord, there can never be a more beautiful You, but I can learn to see You more clearly and more continually, I can live in Your presence and beauty until my heart song becomes "Holy, Holy, Holy!".

God's Will? (Posted on blog by Lorna)

     We always believe that if we're headed in the direction that God wants us to go, life will be easy, everything will line up with our desires and doors will just pop open. We believe we'll have "smooth sailing".
     In my study time today I was reading in Acts 19 and 20, I love to read of Paul's actions and words. Paul was a passionate person,shown throughout his life, and gave himself completely into God's will. Paul lived and breathed to bring the truth of Jesus to people.
     If anyone could expect smooth sailing, it should have been Paul. But from the moment he met Jesus on the road to Damascus Paul's life became filled with trials, physical ailments(blindness!), distrust, beatings, accusations, debates, incarcerations, betrayals, many things that we wouldn't expect if we felt we were in God's will. The first time we were beaten, would we throw in the towel and say "well, this must not be God's will for me!"?
     One of the times Paul was beaten(Acts 14:19), the citizens believed him to be dead dragged his body out of town and left it on the dump for the dogs to eat. Would you believe you had acted in God's will if this happened to you?
     When people were wanting to beat Paul(which happened frequently) and weren't able to find him, they would take his companions and beat them! Can you imagine how many of your companions would stick with you through this? They would be denouncing you, telling you this couldn't be God's will!
     But even in his own words (Acts 20:22 written by Luke) Paul says "And now, behold, bound by the Spirit, I am on my way to Jerusalem, not knowing what will happen to me there, except that the Holy Spirit solemnly testifies to me in every city, saying that bonds and afflictions await me."
     It kind of makes you wonder where we got the idea that we should just look for "open doors" and an easy path(everything lining up), I'm not really sure when this belief system first took hold, but we can see in scripture that it isn't accurate. For us to believe that if it's God's "will" for us, things will fall into line with "our will" is a deception that must have been brought to us by the great deceiver himself. Perhaps it's just because we want to believe if we're doing what God wants us to, everything will be easy?
     Where does this leave us? It leaves us with a choice, to do God's will whether it's easy or not, whether we see great rewards on earth or not. Our reward should simply be walking with God, living in His will! Our lives are incomplete without Him, we are only shells of what we are able to be when filled with His Holy Spirit!
     When we walk in our own wills we may find an easier path, and even more earthly rewards. And sometimes God's path will bring us these things, but if our goal is simply to walk an easy path we should not try to claim that we're doing this because it's God's will, if truly it's just that it is our own desires.
     I encourage you, seek His will, walk in His will, easy or not, it leads to a completeness in Him that you can find in no other source.

Personal Rant~ =} Posted on blog by Lorna

     People always want God to speak to them, when do they give Him time to speak? While we're hurrying down the freeway? While we're busy text messaging? While we're busy working? While we're in the store buying more "stuff"? While we're busy gossiping with friends? While we're staring at the TV, computer or in some way entertaining ourselves? Maybe we think the short prayer to thank Him for our food(if we take a moment to do that?) should be enough time for Him to speak up? Or if we start our day with a Good Morning Lord!, then grab our clothes, should He interrupt that process? Maybe while we're busying talking to our families, sharing instructions or schedules? Maybe when we take a moment to say "Thank You for today Lord!" then doze off at night? Should He keep us awake to talk to us then? Maybe He should write it across the sky so we can just read it while we're running to the next event? When exactly do you figure God is supposed to have time to talk to us? When do we take time to listen?